Windmill - Helloween

Time goes wherever you are

Time is your guiding star

That shines all through your life

makes me feel and move.



My dreams are out in the far

So are yours apart

of secret fairy tales

dripped on the wings of the mistery mill.



Don't feel alone and depressed

Someone will come at last

To soothe your stumbling mind

to keep it away from the evil storm



Windmill windmill keeps on turning

show me the way, take me today

Windmill windmill hearts are yearning

longing for love and a chance to be free..



Dulu waktu masih kuliah, dan masih sama2 tergila-gila pada (masing2) seorang laki2, aku dan Nurul sukaaaa bgt sama lagu ini. Hampir tiap malam kami menunggu radio favorit kami waktu itu (yang aku sudah lupa namanya) untuk memutarkan lagu ini. Hingga suatu hari aku mengirimkan lagu ini untuk Nurul di acara itu, dengan pesan: "Buat Nurul di Terban. Someone will come at last."

Dan ternyata bertahun-tahun setelah itu kami benar2 menemukan (masing2) seseorang. Memang bukan orang yang kami gilai pada waktu itu. But someone did come at last.

Jadi, buat semua jomblo di seluruh dunia yang sedang mati2an naksir seseorang, jangan pernah merasa putus asa, karena "someone will come at last"...

If you're gone - Matchbox 20

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - I think you're wrong

I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

and I think you're so mean -
I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm scared - I think too much
I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone
- maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone
- baby you need to come home,
oh come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the moon just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

and I think you're so mean
- I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared
- that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone
- maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home,
oh come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in…………………… you


Cuma tiba2 merasa melihat kembali laki2 itu di sudut jakarta ini.
Setelah sembilan tahun.
Aku tidak yakin apakah aku benar-benar masih mengenalinya atau itu adl benar-benar dia.
Masih ingat sembilan tahun lalu saat dia pergi ke jakarta, hanya meninggalkan dua tumpuk buku di meja belajarku. Dan lagu ini di pikiranku.
I thought I'd still have time. To know that he's there. But he was just gone. Disappeared. And never came back again.
I'm sure I never fall in love with this guy. He's just like 0ne of the member of my family.
but when he's gone that day, he left a big hole in my soul...

Semoga dia selalu baik-baik saja.... seperti diriku saat ini.

Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So, mesmerizing,
and so hypnotizing,
I am captivated, I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed,
but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear

Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isolated,
and so motivated
I am certain now that I am

So turnup the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment fall forever

Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'll be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

hope
dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

PS. Lagi pengen nimpuk banyak orang sambil nyanyi teriak: Vindicated! I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right!